still as mafan...

新法现

2012-02-08T05:57:00.001+08:00

开心的酒喝多也不醉
不开心的酒喝少都醉

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What a day

2012-02-01T21:05:00.001+08:00

Well prepared mentally to go for class kinda motivated to go school maintain cool composure and positive thinking on the way to school washed my face bought two sticks of fishballs two sticks of crispy chicken and one stick of nugget im so really to go class to find out that there is a test today and head home

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Since 2007..

2012-01-08T11:28:00.001+08:00

We have always wanted to do this together. Last Friday....we finally did it. Ms Chew gets to shuffle! And I get to dance ON The FLoor!

*...put your drinks up*

Great Friday night.

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New Year's Eve

2011-12-31T23:26:00.001+08:00

I guess everyone out there is getting ready to go party... While I'm spending a very peaceful time alone at home. My brothers are out too. You know you're old when you no longer want to crack your head and think of what to do on new year's eve.

Unlike the previous new year's eves when I would actually go around checking out for places to go for countdown and all, maybe it's the diarrhea I got since few days ago and I'm not really fit to anyhow drink anything or be fed anything.

Feels like its back to 5 years ago in Dec 2006. It was after exams and I had diarrhea after eating the oyster omelette, just two days before I flew home. And continue to have diarrhea for the next two weeks at home. Lost 5 kg after that. Haha. But then I easily gain back the 5kg very soon.

Can't really remember what I did for that year's new year eve but since I was in Brunei that time, I probably was doing the same thing I did this year; staying in bed, thinking of what happened thruout the year and stuff like that. Didn't have much thought about this year though. Actually I could hardly recall what happened. It's either I just didn't want to remember or I really am old already with fading memory power.

Partied away my 2007, 2008 and 2009's new year's eve. And chose to go for Chong pang nasi lemak for dinner with my lil bro last year. This year I'm staying alone at home writing this while nursing my poor tummy which hasn't been feeling well since Tuesday.

And as for new year resolutions... I guess it will be 'to quit doing one thing that you havent been happy doing it'. My new year's resolution last year was to 'change', supposedly for more drastic changes but unfortunately nothing much changed.

Hopefully 2012 will bring more changes, for better or worse, I'm ready for it. Bring it on.

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The best thing today

2011-12-21T09:03:00.001+08:00

'Students taking AUDIT-P2, note that your lesson today, 21 Dec at 7pm has been cancelled. Makeup lesson will be informed via email at a later date.'

The thing thAt reconciles my effy morning ;(

The whole effing Morning...The effing MRT is so effing crowded and packed with so effing many effing smelly ppl. And the effing train is traveling so effing slowly due to what effing train monitoring for effing sake!

Do not judge me. Go away if you have any comment abt this post.

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哎...

2011-12-08T23:19:00.001+08:00

不懂在想什么。。。

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Yearend workshop#5

2011-12-07T16:53:00.001+08:00

Fifth workshop... Was really busy the whole morning we only get out ass outta chair to prepare for the workshop around 1135am. Quickly bring and setup the place and prepare for the workshop.

First time I get to stay upstairs during the workshop but for first half only as kxx need to pump milk for her bb. So after break I have my 'tea break' At the workshop, which is like now. She'll be coming down for as soon as she's down.

Tired.

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Apple of My Eyes

2011-12-04T20:29:00.001+08:00

Went to watch the movie again last night. Find it quite meaningful and feeling nostalgia after watching. Reminds me of Pri and sec school life, old friends, being punished by supervisor, getting scolded and being made fun of back then...

There's this part where the girl said,"人生本来就很多徒劳无功的事啊..." find it very meaningful. Be it at work, school or anywhere else. Sometimes you just won't get anything in return regardless of everything you do.

Another interesting thing is about the parallel universe that they talked about. I think I finally understand what 熊 was telling to tell me about the multi universal theory. It's like if you choose to not do what you're doing now there's another you in another world doing somethingelse...

I forgot watelse le...

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Apple of My Eyes.

2011-12-04T17:35:00.001+08:00

An SMS

2011-12-03T12:45:00.001+08:00

On Friday night...

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Yearend workshop#3

2011-12-02T17:37:00.001+08:00

Can't believe that it's only the third workshop.. Felt like its been so long. It's curry again for the yearend buffet, I'm getting sick of curry le.

The year end food for today.

Seriously I didn't feel like its Friday. I'm so tired. :(

And an interesting pic for today would be:

Hehe.

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Yearend workshop #2

2011-11-30T19:14:00.001+08:00

Day 2 of workshop...

Things just don't feel right today... Maybe it's be. Or maybe it's the dress I wore. Chew is on half day leave today. As usual the packing and all that...

That's kxx and all the things we need to pack into the bag. Food came early today so we ate the workshop food for lunch. There's something different in the menu this year. We have curry chicken! Which goes really well with beehoon and other stuff. The gravy was superb. Feeling hungry? Hee...

It's Justin's first time conducting the workshop and he was really nervous. His hands are really cold. Maybe I should take a pic of him and put it here.

Today's attendees are quite active in asking questions and all that I think the workshop today will be delayed.

Apparently I'm wrong because the workshop is over and it finished on time!

On the way to school now. Feet hurts.

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JB outing

2011-11-27T02:58:00.001+08:00

Probably it's the kopi peng and teh tarek I had today... I can't sleep again.

Went JB for the nth time this year... I remember the first time I stepped into city square mall was in Dec last year after the Desaru trip. I was super suaku...

But now I know what's terbau city, jusco, ksl, danga bay... Haha. I'm so proud of myself. And I Will sure remember which chicken rice we should never go try ever.

Padini is having super sales for these three days, probably to clear stocks. Alot of clothes, shoes, and bags are 70% off. If only I can bring all of them home.... I have never bought anything from Padini before but finally I did; a Vincci shoes 50% off, not really my style but felt pretty good wearing it but may have hard time trying to match with clothes though.

Signed up for the Malaysia Watson card because I think that most of the things there are much cheaper and
I will probably go there to buy things often. Spent about RM180 today in Watson itself and Apparently they have some items which are not sold or stopped selling in Singapore but i suspect they could be really old stock though.

Watched twilight at Cathay city square for RM12. Interesting movie. I never read the book. Neither have I watched the movie before... It's kinda scary somehow but I was amazed by the imagination of the writer of the story. Does anything like that happen in real life? Do vampire even exist in the first place?

Ate alot of interesting food today... Had a very thick kopi peng and the Malaysia style Chee Cheong fun for lunch. It's like yong tao fu style with the sweet sauce. Nice. Shared a bowl of laksa. Not very nice. Went for dessert at a coffeeshop and the reason we went in was because the wall paper and the decoration wAs very unique... (maybe I will post some pics once I got them transferred). Had red bean soup, chendol and bubur cha cha, in the nice to not nice order.

I finally get to try the Marrybrown's curry noodle for dinner. It's almost like my mums laksa! Just that they used yellow noodles instead of beehoon. Its really vv nice. Shared chicken fillet and muffin. Overall, Marry brown is quite nice. Oh not the fish fillet I guess. Tried that last time. It wasnt very nice. Had prata for supper. Banana prata, prata planta, prata tissue, maggi goreng and teh tarek for supper. The pratas were superb... Now I know how a nice prata tastes like!

Went to a danga bay today. It was a random decision. Thinking that we could catch sunset and chill by the bay... Its a very pretty place..

Can we go there again next time?

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Thursday

2011-11-25T01:19:00.001+08:00

My favorite day..as always.

Feels good after Showering. Hair smells and feels great makes you happier too. But bad thing is that Thursday totally feels like a Friday. Had dinner and hang around and talk and all that and now I refuse to sleep thinking that it's a Saturday tmr!

Xmas coming! Where's my present? : )

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24 hours x 2

2011-11-23T22:20:00.001+08:00

If only one min is two mins long. I would have finish work by 1pm. Then I can go shopping and visit dentist or do some personal stuff in the afternoon and a proper dinner before gg to school at 7pm and school would be done by 830 and I could go probably groceries shopping and do or read stuff on the comp or read some notes before I go to sleep at 12. Could have gotten up at 4am and go for a run back and rest and probably breakfast before heading to work.

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还好，死不了。

2011-11-21T23:35:00.001+08:00

Someone out there could have a worse day as compared to mine... Maybe mine wasn't really that bad at all.

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我寂寞寂寞就好

2011-11-18T01:05:00.001+08:00

不知不觉的寂寞寂寞了75天23小时

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an eventful day....

2011-11-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

okay this pic has no link to what happened to day just that i saw rita just posted this on fb and i really like this picture......

Reminder

2011-11-08T20:50:00.001+08:00

Please love yourself more.

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Mmm.

2011-10-23T23:39:00.001+08:00

I wore the wrong bra today....😣

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W..t...f...

2011-10-19T22:26:00.001+08:00

A happy thing a day for today:

Pretty much sums up my day...

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Eye Mask before bed

2011-10-13T00:36:00.001+08:00

Bro's gf bought me this eye mask probably couple months back. Forgot where she went to.. The eye mask looks and feels like silicon. Let's see if my eyes will shine tmr...

为什么老实有一种说不出来的感觉啊？

Sleep soon. Tomorrows coming...another day to live!

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Age?

2011-10-11T11:04:00.001+08:00

So how old do you think the woman is?

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RIP Steve Jobs

2011-10-06T13:19:00.001+08:00

Diet #4

2011-10-03T15:28:00.001+08:00

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What a day...

2011-10-01T01:15:00.001+08:00

Firstly if you're not supposed to tell anyone about the secret you heard about, don't go around telling everyone that you know about it but you're not supposed to say because perhaps that person didn't want you to know. The person told because he trusts you not to let you brag that how easily you can make him tell you stuff or whatever. Secondly don't act like you know me very well we could be on the same boat but we may not have the same thinking.

Friday morning didn't start well. A 50 minutes late for work followed by a 2 hour plus 'lunch' break waiting at ica to get things done. SMS-Ed my boss and told him I wanna take half day because I didnt expect the waiting time was so long but all he replied was nevermind just stay til the whole thing was done.. I will try not to be late for work anymore considering the fact that I can't stay back after 6 because I have to go school.

Friday night class was sucky. The lecturer is very sucky. While I thought I was the only one who felt that way, I accidentally overheard someone telling his friends that they won't see him class again next week. Seriously wtf. He purposely chose Friday class because he can reach school early and all he got is this kind or lecturer?! I couldn't agree with him more but I'm not really sure if I can Do it myself.

Totally forgot that it was Friday I as usual took a bus to clementi and train home. The reason why I dont like to train on fri is because there would be old alcohol smelling men boarding the train from kanji. So yea. It's really scary. But luckily today there aren't too many of them.

I'm missing you again. Wonder if you still read my blog. Wonder if you're Doing well. Miss having you next to me.

我没有难过，只是又想起你了，还有想把所有答应过你的事都完成。未来可能没有你，可是你是我未来的出发点。

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Thursday

2011-09-30T00:32:00.001+08:00

My fav and my only free day of the week...

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累

2011-09-28T22:30:00.001+08:00

我不想解释。

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Diet #3

2011-09-28T17:05:00.001+08:00

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Diet #2

2011-09-27T16:00:00.001+08:00

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Diet #1

2011-09-27T13:07:00.001+08:00

今天忍住了没让rita买ayam penyet for 午餐！

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Right now..

2011-09-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling hungry and tired and I'm not supposed to eat anything. I must be discipline haa.. See how long I can last this time. Can't even think and talk properly now. And I must not think about the Tom yum Maggie mee in the kitchen!

A colleague merely finish Half her bowl of rice during lunch because she's going on diet. She's already very thin and any thinner she'd be like a skeleton le. There are few people in the company who is 减肥成功ones and she's one of them from 66kg she has successfully reduced her weight to 52kg. And there's another newly joined colleague who has reduced 10kg in couple of months by drink some kind of milk shake.

But of course there are a few 减肥不成功ones and unfortunately I'm one of them... Haha. Anyways I listened to three songs this morning and I kinda relate them to 'becoming' thin.

First song is Need You Now by Lady Antebellum followed by 说不哭 by 潘嘉丽 & 寂寞寂寞就好 by Hebe.

[Guess i'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all...]

「说不哭眼泪却止不住毕竟噌拥有过你一段路。。。」

「还是原来那个我不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦。。。」

经历过这些真的能变瘦吗？

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Shoe... Shoes <3

2011-09-25T00:24:00.001+08:00

<3

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你说呢？

2011-09-23T23:12:00.001+08:00

选择寂寞算是寂寞么？

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First lecture Sept'11

2011-09-21T20:42:00.001+08:00

It's first day of school after slacking for the past three months. It's all about squeezing with ppl on the train and trying to get into the bus and trying hard to balance on the way to school.

***I'm missing you much today. Hope you're doing fine.

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Location:School.

My First 10km Marathon

2011-09-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

just to put up a pic here for blogging purpose.

Dear...

2011-09-20T23:27:00.001+08:00

Turn on your favorite song ~~

Dear blog,
I felt very stupid today because this is the nth times that I got 'trapped' it sucks but no matter how many times I have reminded myself I tend to forget.

Dear tomorrow,
Please be nice to me.

Dear pillow power,
Please let me sleep early tonight.

Dear sleep,
Please let me get enough of you.

Dear happiness,
Please come back to me.

Dear smiles,
Please don't go away.

Turn off your favorite song ~~

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害怕

2011-09-17T08:44:00.001+08:00

我觉得难过也不算什么了。
难过的也没什么大不了。
难过的难过的也难过的没什么感觉了。

现在开始害怕。

但害怕的都不是未来有什么打算，
害怕的不是将来的日子要怎么过，
害怕的却是现在摆在眼前的事实，
害怕的是每天都得面对的人和事。

也许你们说的都对，我真是个小妹妹，什么都不懂。

那又怎么样呢？

＊从昨晚想要post到现在才post好。

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Teh tarek!

2011-09-16T02:58:00.001+08:00

This powerful teh tarek keeps me awake til now...

Reminds me of the first time when I drank teh tarek. It was back then in year 2008 after my class on a Friday night. A 'surprise me' reply rewarded me this taste of happiness. I never knew teh tarek tasted so nice... Haha. All it takes was only a sip to fall in love with it.

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Location:Bed.

Thankful

2011-09-11T20:07:00.001+08:00

I was merely 10 seconds away from being hit by a car that crashed into the walkway near singpost in yishun. Got cravings for berrylite and so I went down to get.

I was walking back along the gv building when I heard a loud bang behind me and the distance of the car and the van was merely 10m behind me. If I had stopped for a while to bite berrylite I'd probably be hit by the car.

Everything happened in seconds, so fast that I got no time to really think of what had happen but to keep walking and trying not to turn back to see what had happened.

But I think no one got injured just that the sides of both cars are damaged. I'm thankful that I was 10 seconds ahead I'm thankful that I'm 10m away.

I burnt my hand yesterday while cooking macaroni too. Isit like a bad luck or something around me?

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Life?

2011-09-09T22:36:00.001+08:00

I think my life is too peaceful, too calm, probably just like the water in the swimming pool at night when no one is inside or the water in the reservoir whatever.

Every morning I wake up to shower brush teeth and go work. Every day at work I work work surf surf mo Here mo there walk here walk there eat this eat that and go home. Most of the time I'm always too tired to stay out. But I don't usually turn down ppl who ask me out after work. So it's been a long day you go home, shower, mo here mo there and then you sleep to wake up the next day to do the same thing all over again.

If I were to draw a graph to represent my every day life, it would be a horizontal line. No curves, no ups, no downs. There's nothing new every day, there's nothing to look forward to, there's nothing that bother you much anymore. So whats the purpose of living again?

I need some excitement but I do not know where to get it. You can drink alcohol to make you high for that moment but at the end of the day you realize that you only drink to wake up the next day like nothing happened the previous night. So what's the point?

Contradictory, at some point of time you would ask who cares about tmr? As long as you're happy now and you're enjoying and living every moment now and be sober the next day again is better than you rotting somewhere thinking of how miserable your life is and fall asleep and waking up to the next day, still as miserable.

It's just some ramblings I have on a friday night. Had a quick Friday night, a quick dinner and a quick drink. And perhaps it's this quick Friday night that caused me to have so much ramblings now.

I need some excitements in life. I need motivations.

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真搞不懂

2011-09-05T20:05:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I don't really understand what you old people are thinking. I see that you're making an effort to make me happy thats why I'm happy that's why I smile. But then you actually said that I'm like a lil girl, play abit then look so happy le Let's say If it doesn't make me happy then you will say girls so hard to please. but I can tell you if I'm happy you can tell the smile is genuine. When I'm not happy I wont be able to smile. Even if I do you can tell.

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Location:Train

Insomnia

2011-09-04T03:40:00.001+08:00

Can't sleep again. I have alot of things in my mind. But I always blame the bbt for causing me to be sleepless. But then I actually drank Bandung milk tea around late afternoon. So I'm not really sure if it's the many things in mind or the bbt that cause me insomnia.

Plenty of things ran thru my mind but I couldn't say out. Plenty of thoughts but couldn't make them work out. Plenty of wishes that may never come true. Plenty of plenty of other things here and there.

Not sure If I can wake up on time for the running later at 730am. Bought new running shoes after 5 yrs. Tried looking for the similar one but I couldn't find. I didn't try hard enough though because I didnt go back to the place where I bought the shoes five years ago to find.

Reminder to self:
1. Nothing is perfect
2. You can't keep living like it's five years ago.

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Revenge

2011-09-03T01:09:00.001+08:00

Saw this on twitter and thought of sharing this...

How do you define happiness or a freaking good life? I want to take my revenge too...

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不懂在说什么

2011-09-02T01:01:00.001+08:00

我还是喜欢寂寞寂寞就好。死不了就还好。我不会安慰别人也不会安慰自己，每次都会算是很现实的面对一些我没办法改变得事情。每次都会把很掺人的事实搬出来说。一点好话也不会说。很冷血的把丑恶的真相大白。好像在火上加油或伤口上砂岩。竟然有二为朋友说我是一个坏人。我也没什么好解释的。每次都会把事情看得最坏，每次对有些事期望也不高。可能就这样慢慢的对什么都变没什么感觉了。当我开始对一件事慢慢的没有感觉之前，我会一直一直很傻很傻的被骗。一次，两次，三次。。。四次。。。五次，六次。。。也许可能还一直被骗很多次到我对这一件事情死心。因为我会累，我也是人啊。应该每个人都是这样吧有谁会那么耐心得去对待一件让你一次一次有一次的难过。不认同我的就算了。不觉得我说的是人话也算了。资少也要告诉我为什么吧。不告诉我也就算了，你就不要缠着我就好了。因为我不会想多说了。人和人之间最重要的是沟通。我还是那句；你不告诉我，我真么懂啊？

Ps: 其实我有很多华文字都是靠拼音猜的。

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Two words

2011-08-29T00:24:00.001+08:00

难过。

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Random thoughts

2011-08-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

Just because you cannot accept my ideas doesn't mean you can judge me. Just because we have different views doesn't mean that you can tease me. Perhaps I will change but before that I insist my stand. So stay away and don't provoke me.

And I think I have Reminded myself numerous times. I should not talk about it again. Regardless of who you are. No more stories. Perhaps because you don't really care and I've guessed correctly.

No matter what, don't give up. By hook or by crook, by all means.

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Insomnia...

2011-08-24T01:19:00.001+08:00

Exciting stuff to do at midnight...

Maila told me that she made macaroni with chilli tuna.

So I tried....

Lol it tasted abit weird though. But quite spicy. I should have mixed some spaghetti sauce into it.

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Location:Kitchen

：）

2011-08-23T23:40:00.001+08:00

「我是一只胖胖胖胖鸟，想要瘦啊瘦却一直瘦不了啊」- 鱼粥

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Macaroni!

2011-08-21T04:50:00.001+08:00

Tasted better than last week's. There's no secret, only more salt, more pepper and more sauce. Usual ingredients are minced beef and sausage and spaghetti sauce. Maybe I will try out with chilli tuna. Chilli tuna macaroni!

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Fri night.

2011-08-20T01:25:00.001+08:00

Totally hate the insomnia feeling after beer. I have no idea why everytime after beer or alcohol I just won't want to sleep.

Anyways, tonight, i realized that music is the only thing that can keep me alive. Blasting songs into the eardrums and indulging in your own world. You're care-free and care-less about Anythingelse. You sing and dance your trouble away and start searching for the other you within the inner world.

Bliss.

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星期三早上

2011-08-17T08:44:00.001+08:00

竟然把衣服穿错边。。。难怪前面感觉有一点底。-.-"

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Location:train

忘了

2011-08-15T23:48:00.001+08:00

只记得每天晚上都难过的在哭
只记得每天晚上难过的睡不着
只记得每天都一直躲在一个角落
只记得每天都在想在一起的时候
只记得每天都会读以前的短消息
只记得一个人写完我们的笔记本

现在却忘了那时后有多难过
现在几乎好像都没有感觉了

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Lunch on a rainy day

2011-08-15T14:35:00.001+08:00

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Location:Geylang Lorong 11

星期六

2011-08-14T13:24:00.001+08:00

也许酒可以让你一时忘记所有的烦恼。

一个说不出来的感觉。

美丽的夜景。。。

美丽的夕阳。。。

还学到了能拖就拖的技巧。

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Location:Gerisek,Malaysia

Hello

2011-08-13T13:25:00.001+08:00

Hi from muar!

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Perfectionist.

2011-08-11T18:59:00.001+08:00

I think everyone has a perfect picture in their minds. Whether its the work done, lifestyles, partners, the perfect dress, the specific shoes... whatever it is, it is perfect for you. The only difference is the degree of perfection I guess.

The higher the degree of perfection, the harder it is to archive what is desired.

... Ok don't ask.

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想要。

2011-08-10T01:47:00.001+08:00

想要横冲直撞，想要奋不顾身的努力。想要有目标，想要有个可以让我想要努力的目标。想要因为想要努力而努力。想要找一个自己喜欢的东西。

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Always...

2011-08-08T15:37:00.001+08:00

my best friend...

Always!

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Yellow 

2011-08-05T23:53:00.001+08:00

Two different kinds of friends, used two words to describe paddle pop(on the right);

indecisive & unfocused.

Indecisive because it has too many colours and have no idea what colour it actually likes. Unfocused because whenever we wanted to take photo of it, it's always looking elsewhere... It's pretty much just like me.

I think yellow is the favorite colour now although I think green clover and pinky is cute too...

Hmmm..

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New Link !

2011-08-05T12:57:00.002+08:00

here's : - ShiniOnDiet !

just imported an old blog to this account so that i could update this blog using iphone.

害怕

2011-08-04T23:21:00.001+08:00

什么时候开始害怕一个人走路回家？
什么时候开始害怕一个人在家里？
什么时候开始害怕一个人睡？
什么时候开始害怕一个人吃饭？

是什么时候开始害怕孤单？

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Many things

2011-08-04T00:10:00.001+08:00

I hope this post will not be disappear again. Perhaps it's the green milk tea jut now probably with 0% sugar. Im still wide awake despite the fact that I'm tired.

Sucks.

I really did not ask for the supposed to be bb milk tea But ended up to be green bb milk tea with like 0% sugar. At first thought I would rather go for the fattening original bb milk tea with pearls and 50% sugar than to drink the weird taste 0% sugar green milk tea. In other words, i'd rather be fat. But on second thought, I guess it's not that bad.

Anyways.

Work is draining the juices outta me again. I'm dead tired after work and thankfully I have no classes after work so I could go home and rest. I no longer look forward going out after work because it's equally tiring. I've become less adventurous and now I'm lazier to move around of Checking out places to go. Is it a sign of ageing?

Sigh.

Other than that, as I have mentioned many times before I haven't been early for work, except for yesterday when I reach work at 8:59am office time. Being late is a very obvious sign of demotivation, there's seriously nothing to look forward to at work at all. Kxx is now staying at home and I'm the one doing all the work... Our permanent receptionist is helping Abit here but it didn't exactly help to lighten the work load. Was just talking to a colleague in msn who randomly asked me about my work issues. My senior has been chasing me for some work to be done, but I have things to be settled also. I could have prioritize her work but on second thought, why must I? Each time she complains to boss, she gets some work load off her. And the work load goes to kxx and I, so can you imagine now, when I'm the only the person whose handling everything? Yes dear, I may be able to finish the work but anyone cares about your happiness at work level or motivation level? I guess not. Sometimes I wonder what we work for. It used to be somethingelse but now it's all for money. However I won't ask for it because I believe if you think I deserve more you would have given it to me. Been really stressful lately or perhaps I'm the one who is stressing myself out. But what's wrong with trying to prepare something that you will only need to send out one month later?

Rah!

Was talking to eve couple of weeks ago and something suddenly things we talked about made sense to me. Slow right? Stuff we talk about few weeks ago only become sensical to me few weeks later. It's about this someone you wanna be with. Eve said that if everytime you talk to this person you realize that you both will end up fighting or disagreeing with each other or keeps on picking your bones, this person is definitely not the person you wanna be with. Which I thought was true it doesn't mean you have to agree with everything I say but perhaps it's the way we talk about things. So if whatever this person says doesn't make sense to you or perhaps you're just to lazy to fight so I guess he isn't the one.

Oh wells.

I think I know what my life is lacking. Rashness. 冲动-ness. I think alot for whatever I do. I think about the people, I think about the likely consequences, I think about the outcomes, I imagine the process, the more I thought the more I feel that it's mafan and so the more I feel reluctant to do it.

Lalala...

Also, I noticed that I have four followers from other countries. This is something interesting. I always thought that my blog is quite boring and no one would read it. Perhaps you guys, if you're really following could share some ideas with me too.

july has ended and august is here. duh. ive been in this company for officially 4 years, i could still vividly remember the first two weeks in office, i was very scared of the forever ringing phones. haha. just a blink of an eye or two, 4 years had gone by. how fast time flies. nope, nothing changed so far, just as i have always talked abt. But we will be moving to our new office, still in the same building but two floors down, where small depts will have their own office, good and bad. Good: more privacy i supposed, juicy gossips if youre with a bunch of good friends/closer colleageas. Bad: far away from the rest of the team. im really gonna miss turning my head to the right and just talk to supports or just shout across the office to get someone to pick up the call. hmmm...

There's much more in my mind previously but I can't really think of anythingelse now. Maybe I'll update again and also update the shiniondiet blog soonies.

Randomly asked why must work be so sucky. And this is what I got...

Sad huh.

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不是朋友的朋友

2011-08-03T23:17:00.001+08:00

哈哈！

其实满有趣的。

只在下雨天和肚子饿的时候想起你；下雨天，给你送伞。肚子饿，陪你去吃消夜。

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Sunday

2011-07-31T22:51:00.001+08:00

Pretty much sums up my Sunday.

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Random updates

2011-07-29T23:25:00.001+08:00

Ive been trying to do an update here but it kept disappearing. This morning I wrote a whole chunk of things but didn't want to publish yet because I have more to add on but who knows the blogger draft saving function seemed to have been malfunctioned. This is the second time it happens to me so perhaps that could explain why there hasn't been any updates. Or maybe it's just trying to tell me that some things are better left unsaid?

Perhaps the previous two posts that I wrote contains something that is harsh and rude and whatever. Anyways I'm really gonna remember to copy the whole chunk of words next time to a word file first before I do anythingelse. Sigh.

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suckys.

2011-07-13T10:37:00.000+08:00

i was really tired last night.

as usual diet plan failed. colleague bought fried beehoon for breakfast in the morning the portion was super huge that couldnt finish, wanted to lunch alone but ended up eating with boss and another colleague, had fish slice tomyum soup. went back to yishun to meet a three years no see friend, lots to catch up had chicken rice and she wanted to try the popiah then she got two huge popiahs and two large kiwi drinks. sigh.

Monday :(

2011-07-11T01:38:00.001+08:00

Can't sleep again. Sucks. Must be the teas I drank today. Jia Jia liang cha during lunch, teh Tarik during dinner and koi bbt for supper. Went to the bukit timah railway track in the evening there were alot of ppl. The place is always there I know but I always take it for granted for it's always there. Now thats it's gonna be closed down then I bother to go and it's very crowded as everyone's also rushing to capture the last moments of the railway track.

Day by day, time passes quickly while I've never moved on. Even parks have improvements and changes over the years, why don't I have any at all? Sucks to be true. I hope for a better week ahead.

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Highlights of the day

2011-07-11T01:10:00.001+08:00

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Insomnia #n

2011-07-10T02:26:00.001+08:00

Can't sleep again. Must be the choco Oreo frappe from cafe cartel. Looks not bad but taste sucky. I Stopped drinking after a few times tasting it. Can you imagine how well the caffeine works on me? Or isit because I simply can't sleep.

Seems like I've been blogging alot these few days. There's really so much more than these but I tot it's better to be left unsaid. It's Sunday again. Which means Monday is coming again.

Can I don't go work on Monday please?

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不肥我，肥谁啊？

2011-07-09T22:46:00.001+08:00

Met up with yc for dinner around 6 at Nex and we have been eating since then until now at three different places. Spent a total of $80 for two persons tonight. Eating one bowl of noodle, one hotpot hong sau pork ribs, lychee wolfberry and sour plum taste alike drink at first station. Had siew mai and strawberry lemongrass and aloe Vera dessert at second station and finally a coffee float, choco Oreo frappe, hazel nut choc cake, banana choc cake and st Louis pork rib with coleslaw and fries at the last station.

We are such pigs 。

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something

2011-07-09T13:47:00.000+08:00

theres just something about this photo that i like.

I'm so tired

2011-07-09T00:43:00.001+08:00

I wonder what's everyoneelses doing. But I'm...

It's really been a long week I feel like it's been an 800 years long week and every single thing I do Is definitely screwed up and shuay to the max. Let's not talk abt work here. Went dinner just now. The first time I ate a white string in my tang hoon. Then it was being replaced. The second time I saw a strand of hair on the sotong. And tadaa there we get an unenjoyable free meal. But then the drinks Were good. The peach lychee Thingy according to my friend, was very the soda while my lemon grass drink was very refreshing I have to say.

Hope weekend is good.

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Thursday night

2011-07-08T02:07:00.001+08:00

"一杯红酒配电影，在周末晚上。。。"

Guess one song.

When will I ever do something that I have always wanted to do? I think I'm the kinda person who wants to play hard and work hard at the same time. But I just can't get thru the barrier infront of me. Anyway from now onwards, I'll try to work hard on something that I want. Hopefully.

On a different note, been out for the past few days and I noticed something. We bitched about other ppl just like how others bitch abt me when they meet up. Met up with two friends for dinner on wed night and a friend bitched about her other friends. Went out with colleagues today and bitched about other colleagues.

But I guess it's common right. When others meet up they would bitch about me too. I don't know why but I'm feeling do W T F now. I will try not to bitch about others anymore.

These two books I bought during the first two years in this company. I tried to make it a point to write a page or at least a sentence everyday, which I did until I realized that I started to write the same thing everyday. Then I stopped writing...

Anyways, think I'm having sorethroat and flu soon. I sneezed 864 times today and I've got nose block now. Sucks. Hope I can fast forward time to 6 pm Tmr...

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Birthday Wish?

2011-07-07T01:06:00.001+08:00

Do you remember what your birthday wish was last year?

My birthday wish was that I hope that someone will have dinner with me every day. Haha. Lame right. But it's true I really dont like to eat alone but I have learnt to I guess.

Anyways it kinda came true I guess I could hardly remember having dinner alone since then and probably that's the reason why I gained weight. 5 kg is no joke. I must lose it ASAP!

And believe it or not there was this one person whom I met few months after my birthday came to tell me that he wanted to have dinner with me everyday. But as usual I screwed up and we never had dinner once after that.

It was senior's birthday yesterday and o had dinner and also kinda celebrated her birthday with her and her son. It was rather an impromptu dinner. She just asked if I wanna go dinner with her and yea so we did.

This year I didn't wish for anything because I didn't have a birthday cake.

Had another slice of sinful stuff today. Peanut butter with something. It was super awesomely sinful at the place where everyday is Friday! Haha but I will never go back to that place ever.

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Thoughts #2

2011-07-04T23:24:00.001+08:00

I'm doing mask.

It was during the weekend I realize something. Something which I kinda know all along but always taking it for granted. I think everyoneelse should too. And that thing is to:

Love yourself!

Pamper yourself more I guess. Treating the aging skin as well as maintaining a healthy body. And stuff like that. Even if you have to die tomorrow at least you die looking pretty right. Haha. Okay ignore me.

Also it came across my mind that everyones asking me to change. Well have you guys ever thought of what would happen if I really have changed and it maybe what you expected me to change to but wouldn't like it?

Hmmm.

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For the first time..

2011-07-04T18:46:00.001+08:00

I'm early for work!!!

Woke up around 630 on the morning but managed my iPhone business until I fell asleep again and woke up at 730. Showered. Drank sugar cane juice and went to work.

Did I mention that I've been taking train to novena and change bus to work? I think it's faster that way. But then office clock is always 5 mins ahead. So I'm not really sure what time I reach office but definitely earlier than the people around me.

Cool.

But sucky morning it was. Strange. I was rather numb not feeling really angry or got excited about anything. Just kept doing my work while managing my iPhone businesses. Downloaded zoo last night. I now run a zoo! Okay heres the list:-

- a bakery
- a restaurant
- a fashion shop
- a city
- a nightclub
- a zoo!

They are very boring games. Just like me. A boring person I am. Heading home on the train after work. Meeting de Nanaz for dinner later! Yay!

Oh did I mention that a colleague was going to resign. He resigned and today another just did too. They both joined the company later than me but they have moved on first. Well alot did the same. However there are some who has been there forever. Will I move on or will I continue to be there forever too?

Walked to the mrt with another colleague. Randomly talked abt these resignees. And he said that I cannot resign! But who's to decide?

It's still me, myself and I.

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Can't sleep

2011-07-03T02:19:00.001+08:00

Probably it's the mocha frappucino I had in the afternoon...

I wrote an email to school saying that I would only choose the modules when results come out in sept. Hence I'm not doing any module during the first sem. I'm not confident that I can pass all the three modules. Dontknow why but it seems like I can never do well in school anymore.

There are so many things in my mind that I don't even know what I'm thinking about anymore. It sucks.

Ask me a question?

It's really very pretty.

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It's so pretty

2011-07-03T00:30:00.001+08:00

It's really pretty...

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a milestone!

2011-06-30T00:57:00.001+08:00

18 ppl went to watch transformer today. organised by cheekang, from sending emails to buying tickets to arranging seats to remind everyone of the time one hour and half an hour before 6 so that everyone would leave on time and ensuring everyone is present and all that... must really learn from him. sigh but there must be more enthusiastic participants also right.

i never understand why men/boys like these kind of 'metal pieces' movies, haha but everytime after i watched the show, i think i kinda understand why. it amusing! lol. and bbee is so adorable :))

and i left out a very important thing! siong left work at 6 sharp today for this. thats like first time.....since dontknow when. haha.

Thoughts #1

2011-06-28T11:56:00.001+08:00

Bus - Once you missed it, you may have to wait very long for the next one.

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It's m o n d a y!

2011-06-27T01:57:00.001+08:00

Don't know why I can't sleep again. Could it be the caffeine in the coke from ikea? Damn. They only have two kinds of sweet drinks, coke and ice lemon tea. I opted for coke. And now I cAnt sleep... Bad.

Weekend was quite interesting though tiring. Probably because it has Been a long and dramatic week. Nothing's good, really. Nah... I don't really wanna talk about it.

Was transferring pics from cam to comp then started to pack my bag a little and I noticed that my wallet is quite fat, so o decided to do some housekeeping and I realized that after I have thrown away all the receipt, the wallet was super flat, almost just like how it was when its new...

I seriously must do a proper financial control from Tmr onwards, I never really know how much I spent every month but I know I won't overspend. Maybe I should try to record down how much I spend everyday so I would know how much I spend every month.

I feel like going for another holiday.

I feel like buying a full length mirror.. That's like a wish. You have no idea. Anyways just hope that next week will be a better week.

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

2011-06-22T00:25:00.001+08:00

Maybe I should hide myself...

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Thoughts of the day

2011-06-20T00:43:00.001+08:00

Think I'll have a hard time sleeping tonight again because I had a late afternoon nap. Felt very tired after late lunch. Suddenly there's so much in my mind. My lol bro who is having holiday now has been staying at home and playing games everyday. I don't know why he doesn't wanna go out with his friends or look for some part time job. And worst of all I dontknow how to convince him about it.

I'm having school holidays now buts it ending soon classes will start in mid July. I will always wanna have plans after work, go Here, go there, dinner, chill, play because when school starts again I probably won't have the energy to go out and play as much. Sometimes it's really not because I like to go out alot but I got very bored at home doing nothing. I don't have a personal space at home for myself to day dream and to think abt stuff. And when I go out there's definitely more distractions.

Another serious problem is that ive been here for 5 freaking years, other than dropping out from school after the first year, nothingelse changes. I still stay in the same job, school, my cliques are still pretty much the same, basically I would say nothing significantly changed. Okay, maybe my weight. I wanted to go running in the evening but I fell asleep, so yeah.

While my friends graduated, found a job, changed job, worked overseas, got a boyfriend/girlfriend, got married, got pregnant, got promoted, etc. What have I been doing? I've been doing the same thing for the past four years. So what do I get at the end of the day? My friends always tell me that I should be a happy person because there are alot of people around me who cares for me, whether it's at work or outside. But...

Anyways.

There's really alot more inside but again, what's the point of talking about it when nothing will change at the end of the day? Can someone gimme the strength and courage to move on?

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星期六。

2011-06-19T03:43:00.001+08:00

不懂为什么每次喝了酒都睡不着。感觉今天没做什么就吃了一阵天。早餐吃了想了几天的 fruit salad 可是味道和两年前不一样了，没想像中的好吃。不过终于吃了就不会每天在想了。有用iPhone 拍了几张照片所以可以post。

Then 看了hangover 2。喝醉酒真的太恐怖了。看了就想起在 Perth 的那个晚上，第一次喝到吐，还有第二天早上的情形。其实感觉不太好。不说了，改天不要喝醉酒好。

后来跑来跑去找点心吃。本来要去的地方已经换了不再买点心。就随便走就走到了包今天。想也不想就坐进去了。

没用iPhone 拍到。就用iPhone 拍拍相机的。嘻嘻。包今天不好吃，不要去哪里吃点心。但是那里喝茶是用碗的哦！cool right?!也是用iPhone拍相机的。Quality不好。

Then 就到处逛逛，也没什么想买的。买了也不会用就不要浪费了。但有一样东西看了n-th times. 今天终于买了下来。其实一点都不贵也不是钱的问题，但就一直没有很想要买的感觉。是我怪吧。

Duu... 超喜欢这棵星星还有seashell。actually it's dark blue but the flash makes it bright blue. 其实今天看的东西都很贵，但不是买不起，就觉得没有这个必要去买咯。现在有sales吧，不懂为什么看上的东西都不是sales items。烦恼啊。去买鞋。这么多discounted items 没看上，就看上了一双 $99 的。满好我把鞋也拍下来的。我朋友却找到一双 $22 的。但我不喜欢那个design。

后来就我朋友就看上了一个Marc Jacob 的包包，after discount 是$210。我也没什么想法。可是我也在店里看上了一个sling bag,又是non sales item, $360。这个小包包跟samsung galaxy tab about the same size but probably it cannot fit into the bag。但我的相机和手机就应该没问题了。最后也没买。

Then 不知不觉到了dinner。有烦恼了想吃什么。最后随便就吃了ayam penyet。

乌节路最famous 的ayam penyet。饱是了。走了一阵天脚也累了不想走了。真是老了。就google附近有什么地方可以chill。就end up at...

Cool place. It's not crowded at all on a saturday night. Piano set for happy hour from 6-9. Live band will start at 10:45 pm only. Quite late right. But we had a great time there. Happy hour got 50% of drinks. It's actually better than 1-1 promo. Because for 1-1 you will have to get back the same drink. so it's cool.

First round was cointreau+7up for me and strawberry margarita for my friend.

Second round was Singapore sling and cosmo for my friend.

Went back around 11 to have supper.

我也不懂为什么今天会blog这么咯嗦。今天又没买到什么东西，是我要求太高吗，还是我想太多了？

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Insomnia

2011-05-21T05:25:00.001+08:00

I think I have slept for too long and I can't fall asleep now. Felt like I have just woken up from a long sleep with nightmare. Nightmare is finally over but insomnia doesn't make me feel any better man.

Had dinner at pizza hut after the exam.

Spicy seafood pasta. Awesomeness. And the creative wooden peg. Pretty.

Had Thai beer again since my friend never tried before. But it didn't taste as nice as it was the first time. probably I'll order somethingelse the next time.

I somewhat suspect that there are caffeine in beer. I thought after drinking Beer we should be able to sleep better or at least will fall asleep as soon as we lie on the bed. But apparently it doesn't work like that because this isnt the first time o couldn't sleep after some beer.

Strange. But then again I still prefer something prettier.

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I have

2011-05-11T00:48:00.001+08:00

...a lot of things to say.

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Four plus AM

2011-05-03T04:24:00.001+08:00

And she was heartbroken again.

It's been a long time since I blog hopped and read the few blogs that I follow since two three years ago. Dontknow why I suddenly have the urge to read her blog and found out thAt...

It's been quite some time since I stayed up so late too. I don't know wat happen to me today. I didn't drink coffee or tea but I stayed up like til now? Neither did I eat anything other thAn subway meatball Mariana with barley and kway teow soup plus some junk food for dinner.

Less than 36 hours to first ppr!

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Diet.

2011-04-30T00:38:00.001+08:00

I must watch my diet seriously now. Been junk fooding since I don't know When. House is stocked up with ppt chips, chocolates, yogurt, yakult and ice cream. And it seems like every night I would eat a portion of each while watching tv and before gg to bed.

Ffffat shini in the process...

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Updates?

2011-04-29T21:37:00.001+08:00

It's been sometime since I blogged. Ok maybe just five days. But these five days I have kinda cleared my mind. Not sure if it's good or bad. But at least it doesn't really bother me much now.

Just some thoughts for today:~ if you have been alone for too long you may turn to be a self centered person. There's only you in your world and you dont care about how others feel. All you care about is yourself and the rest can just go die.

Am I turning into one of that kind?

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Tummyache

2011-04-25T00:58:00.001+08:00

Think it's the super large coke I had in the afternoon plus 10 pieces of nuggets plus cup corn plus spicy ramen plus cookies and cream ice cream plus ppt chip plus yogurt plus yakult.

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I want coke!

2011-04-24T02:43:00.001+08:00

It's good to have friends to sleep late because if you suddenly wake up in the middle of the night and can't sleep back you have got someone to talk to...

Feels like drinking coke now. dont know why.

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Sucks.

2011-04-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

Just have to blog every now and then it kinda sucks. Don't ask why. Weekends gonna be over soon and I haven't got anything done. Sucks. Something is very wrong. Can someone fix me?

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没有别的想法...

2011-04-23T13:35:00.001+08:00

就只是很想跑去一个很远很远的地方。

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It's a quarter after one...

2011-04-23T01:12:00.001+08:00

Dont know why I have fallen in love with the Need you now song.

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Bad bad bad

2011-04-21T02:29:00.001+08:00

Here I am again...

Why did I even bother to think about it? Perhaps it's not because I no longer feel anything it's just that I have been refusing to think about it and most of the time I tend to be selective of things I read or listen. But my friend told me that being selective and filtering out stuff could be perceived as a sign of rejection to others because the stuff that I filter out maybe the only things that I was supposed to know and those which I chose to listen are just to polish up the whole thing.

I guess it's true then. I have unintentionally rejected some people/ideas. I remember once a friend told me that he had no idea what I'm thinking because I don't seem to show any expression each time he does something. It could be because I'm not sure of how to respond to it or I don't want to be too sensitive and misunderstood things. Maybe. Perhaps. I'm not sure. But recently I started to think back. There were really alot of things that I have missed out I guess. Sigh.

Anyways. Exams coming really soon and I've been really restless I dont know why. Maybe it's because I choose to think about the wrong things at wrong time. If you do not care why do I even bother about it right. But one thing I know for sure; I have changed.

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Bedtime thoughts

2011-04-19T23:32:00.001+08:00

Been restless at work today and kinda refuse to work. But then again the work will always be done no matter how much I complained. Was clearing random stuff on my desktop I found this horoscope Thingy for 2011 and decided to capture this here...

I should talk less. How true.

On a different note, I lost the key and I hope someone will find it. Was on the phone With a friend the other day and talked about stuff which I never told anyoneelse and I'm just so confused. How will you ever know whats the right thing to do?

The question is really simple; yes or no?

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Bii - 轉身之後 Eagle Music official 官方版 MV

2011-04-19T15:20:00.000+08:00

Lil update

2011-04-19T01:27:00.001+08:00

I was told to lie down on the bed and I will eventually fall asleep. But still can't sleep. I transferred out all the 900 plus photos from iPhone to the comp when I was awake last night. I'm so tired. But I just can't sleep. Neither can my brain work so reading doesnt help either.

A new guy came to work today and decided to leave 6 hours later. That pretty much sums up my day. Had dinner with colleagues talking and discussing about stuffs which led me to more thinkings.

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Location:Bed.

Butung.

2011-04-18T00:37:00.001+08:00

Yet another sleepless night. Perhaps it's the flower tea and milk tea I had this afternoon or there are just too many things in my mind. I definitely dislike the chuck story that I heard today.

It sucks when all the things come all together. Problems at work and colleagues, personality issues, getting distracted and losing concentration especially when exam is just around the corner and some other things on my mind.

Think im gonna have depression soon. Must I still smile when I'm not happy, talk when I dun feel like talking and being misunderstood by others. Of course no one can read your mind if you dont say anything. Just like if you don't tell me, how will I ever know?

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Location:Bed.